When someone we love falls asleep in death it throws us off balance and we are left with many emotions including anger, pain, disbelief and denial; and we know that our lives will never be the same. Slowly we adjust and we find the strength to go on without them. Our love never dies, but remains forever in our hearts and memories and they bring us comfort. May you find comfort in God’s promise of an earthly paradise (Revelation 21:3-5) where even death will no longer exist. Sincere condolences for your loss.